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I don't get online much these days, life is hectic, and fast, and wonderful. I'm going to Manchester tomorrow with Christopher. I love it there, it's where we used to spend a lot of time, when we were getting to know each other, and we've had a lot of trips away there. It's the place that I first told him that I loved him, and it's where we're planning to live soon. I can't wait to live together, I can't wait to just be there every night when he finishes work, to be able to go home to him every single day, it's the most exciting thing that could ever happen! Every morning I wake up and can't quite believe that I get to keep him, every one tells you that it's the best it's ever going to get at 2 years, but at almost 3, i can guarantee that that isn't true. Every day is better than the last, every day I love him more and more. I'm off to pack, for a wonderful few nights away with my wonderful boyfriend =]

4 - I love green, everything should be green.

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I don't know I only want to write things when it's something bad, but that's how I tend to think of these things. But i am absolutely determined to write something that is self indulgent, gloating and eternally optimistic, because that is who I am. I'm not a glass half empty kind of girl, so when I'm reading this back I don't want it to come across in that way.

I'm incredibly happy, and I know that writing and moaning are one and the same thing for a lot of people, but why invent things to moan about? The human condition is that of discontent, nobody can ever be pleased about anything. But what is nothing is wrong? What if everything is turning out perfectly for me right now? Should I write instead about global warming or animal cruelty? Yes these things are terrible, but if they're not affecting how I feel right now, is it selfish to gloss over them and just be content?

I refuse to feel selfish because I'm happy. I do not doubt that the world would be a better place if people would only let themselves feel happy.

And I am one happy girl!

3 - I know that it makes me very behind the fashion times, but i just don't understand double denim, why is that even a thing?!

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Well hasn't today been beautiful? Summer looks like it's peeking over the horizon and I for one will welcome it with open arms. Surely picnics, no more cardigans and constant jugs of Pimms are only causes for celebration!

This weekend has been incredible, there's nothing better than spending time with good friends and your wonderful boyfriend. It's been full of cocktails and swans and ice lollies, teasing children with balloons and frolicking merrily :)

The summer is a time for fun and games, and, like any time is, a time to think about how lucky I am.

I am a very lucky girl, I have found someone that loves me unconditionally, and, finally, someone that I'm not trying to convince myself that I love, but someone that my heart actually aches for when we're not together. He makes me feel like the only person in the world that matters whenever we're together, and whenever we're apart. He looks after me, and always remembers to hold my hand, and understand that I need constant feeding and naps. He treats me like a princess and never chooses a boys night out over me.

Sometimes we fight, but I can honestly say we've never had more than a slight bicker unless we've been drinking, and tempers are raised. I must also readily admit that I am very easily wound up by very small things whilst under the influence of alcohol. Still, even though I turn into a psycho bitch he's endlessly patient, and kind, and hilarious and he just gets me.

All that I want to do is spend the rest of my summers with him.

2 - I will always go for an ice lolly over an ice cream.

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I've been missing having somewhere to write things that I think, or do, or want to remember, but I feel a bit too old to be posting things that are just going to be shoved in my friends faces, so I'm going to write it all here, and not tell anyone about it. It's our little secret.

1 - I'm an excessive user of commas

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